Today I felt guilty for getting an email letting me know there are openings at one of the best schools in my city. I've not interviewed but felt the guilt just the same. But why? Because it isn't fair for me to remain in a situation where I am not growing, where I am barely functioning this year, and possibly having the value of my resume go down if I stay at a "failing school". I know those kids need my smilling face, the free hugs, and words of encouragement. Even the ones who _________________ and burn my noodle! Those parents need my dedication (even in my imperfections). They deserve a teacher who loves her job and the children she serves without distinction between them for socioeconomic reasons. What they never tell you in college: Teaching is abusive.
Up for the challenge! I spent 7 years teaching abroad in the same country, city, and school. My blog begins before the move and documents the preparation, introduction to a new city, the ups and downs of my experiences, and the end of my time here. Admittedly, posts decline as the years pass but I will continue to update through the resignation process. When I return home, I will begin to document repatriation and all that comes with it!